Archive for November, 2006

Starting to pack my luggage, clean up my lab desk.

Posted in Uncategorized with tags , on November 30, 2006 by mdjasrie

Im starting to miss my lab desk. It was soo cosy and i made it so. So many stuff cluttered around, looked as if i had been there for sooo many years!

Anyway, ill definitely miss the team. Wei, Tracey, Danielle, Holly, Anandhi, Ching, Donna, Naomi and last but not least, our professor, Professor Peter Hartmann. They have been truly wonderful, giving us great hospitality during the 3 months and making sure we are well taken care of.

Its been a ride really. Analysing more than 1200 human milk samples, from various mothers. It sure is tiring and im starting to understand and appreciate the tough job of being a research scientist. Even before becoming full fledged researchers, getting a degree or a PhD is tough work ahead. Really really tough work ahead. I can see a whole lot of comittment coming from some of them and the sheer amount of focus that they are giving to their work, just to earned that qualifications. I sometimes doubted myself on whether i can take the pressure. The scientific world is sure one challenging place.

Before we official leave the place, we had a mini party again, not by the river, but at the tea room. (because it was about to rain.. cliched huh?) Everyone was there, and Wei ordered fish and chips and we chatted and after that we took group photos. But before that, they presented us with a farewell gift and a well wishes card. It was soo sweet of them. I didnt expect anything from them, considering im only here for a short time. But i was touched by their consideration.

I’m lucky to have Wei as my supervisor. She has been soo supportive of us, and whenever we needed her help, she would always answer our call, even though she is busy with her work. I admire her truly. Danielle, and her bubbly nature, Holly, hard at work. Ching and his never ending sniggers, anandhi and her truly remarkable tandoori bbq chicken and savoury rice pudding and the rest of the team.

4 more days left

Posted in Uncategorized with tags on November 29, 2006 by mdjasrie

What happened to all the stuff that you have been doing for the past month? Where are the posts for all of that? I never wrote them and never will.

Its not that i dont have anything to write or i havent done anything! I have done and seen lots of things while im here in Perth. Its just that ive never updated this blog for soo long, it seems tedious to write them here and post the pics at the same time.

I have lots of images i wanna share, but im just lazy to post them. I have lots of pictures taken during the memorably Red Bull Air Race, which in my opinion is the best event that i have ever attended so far in Perth. Its a once in a lifetime experience and i dont think i would encounter such event again ever. Its such a rarity and for me to witness it and absorb all those raw atmosphere, its intense. Anyway, loads of material to share when i get back, but dont feel like sharing it here.

So has boiled down to just 4 days. 4 more days left and i just cannot wait. I miss lots of things back at home. the food, the people, my friends, my family, my life.

I just want to get back to a normal life and return to my humble pc back at home which has been coughing blood a few weeks ago and needed a monitor and motherboard replacement. Great, now i have zero pocket money and those 2 costs a bomb. Guess ill be living in scraps for a month or two. Heh! its funny when im already living in scraps, barely enough to get by with what i have right now in perth. Trying so hard to save money, that extra bit of money to buy souvenirs and stuff for my friends, precious as they are and will be for time to come. I still havent buy some of the souvenirs for some of my friends and i dont know what to buy for some of them. Oh well i guess i do a little shopping on the last day here to get something for them. I hope they like it.

Well anyway, last week, something terrible happened to me in my lodge that ive been living for the past 3 months. Those darn frenchies! They recently accused me of hogging the internet, when i can barely get internet! Thats not all, i know that they know that they block me. Why they block me you ask? Well because that thought that ive been hogging the bandwidth. Since when!? Oh god, seriously, they just dont know who to point fingers at the correct person. They have no proof and i can show you that im not a resource hogger. And to block me to boot, thats gone to far. For me thats ok, since i can use the internet in school and i can live without internet for a while, but sometimes i try my luck and sometimes i can get in, and its godsend believe me. So one day they appraoched me and told me to back off and try to reduce my download speed. Excuse me? since when did i download anything on hours on end? And to think that the same person tries to block my access, is the same person to tell me to back off, im soo pissed. But i didnt do anything. I simply said, i didnt download anything, and that if i ve done something wrong ill just see if i can do something about it. I didnt apologise ( no use for those blockheads). At least they didnt pursue the matter and i just let it go , since i only got a week left here anyway.

Yeah a week left, nothing to fear anyway, just avoid them anyway. Its so easy, since i roughly know thier daily habits, since they are longterm stayers. But im lucky that thats the only incident ive encountered. And im fortunate that im not evicted. out. Heh.

Yeah so there was another incident, a real lame incident, based on a very flawed system of bus ticketing. Well what happened was, usually when we board the bus, we pay concession rates which is at 90 cents, for 1 zone ( limit of your area of travel) and that ticket can be used for 2 hours and within that period you can trasnfer to as many busses as you can, so long as its within one zone. Fine, its kinda cheap, considering that i pay $1.80 a day on transportation to and fro a day and that i have to take 2 different busses to get to the University. (Adult fare is $2.10 by the way and they still use the coinage system)

So it happens to be that the lady driver was having a bad morning, or having her PMS, we board her bus one fine day, and she told us to present our student card for proof that we are students. Excuse me, student card? We are students, cant you see? No she dont. She insisted on the student card. We dont have one. University doesnt issue one to us. Bam! $2.10 on the spot. We were like: ‘Dumbfuck! She’s blind!”

Okie some might argue that its their policy to ask for student card as proof. But 99% of the bus driver dont do that! Why should you? we are going to the university for pete’s sake! And the fact that they dont have such policy on issuing student cards for temporary students, is just plain stupid. Plain stupid.

Fortunately that doesnt happen often, and the fact that they are changing the system soon to the EZlink copycat kinda system and that its mandatory for university students to be issued a tap card, provided that you are a full time student, im lucky to be leaving soon!

Oh one last thing: (Click for bigger picture)

The whole team that i have been working with for my attachment program! They are really great people to be with and ill missed all of them dearly!

Blabber blabber blabber!

Posted in Uncategorized with tags on November 2, 2006 by mdjasrie

I love anime. I love them a lot. From the very beginning and from now to the future, I will always love anime. Have I told you that before? I can still remember the time I tried downloading them via Bittorrent. At that time in 2004 I think. It was after my O levels and during the dreadful 6 month break.  

I was bored and as always surfing around World Wide Web. At that time I had no idea what bittorrent was all about. And it was at that time they were showing Gatekeepers on AXN, and then Vandread. Both were great animes and those two pioneered my way into forming a sizeable collection (and still growing) after 3 years on. I remembered the time when I was glued to the TV at around 6.30pm everyday to watch those 2 series and fortunately it was broadcasted on a daily basis.  

Then after that, I started to get real interested in animes and from surfing mindlessly, I googled (and googled a lot) on the world of anime. I absorbed everything I read about it, like a sponge. From the history, to its roots and its culture, its unique style of animation, cheap but effective, and their wonderful cast of voice actors. Its characteristic and peculiar way of animating a situation that is extremely outstanding and prominent. Its hard to explain from a non animators point of view, but I hope you get what I mean.  

Then I can still remember coming across a number of very strange websites, that lists numerous anime titles that were hinting to me that it was for download. Without prior knowledge of Bittorrent, I thought that I could just download from the net, as if these websites were some underground organization distributing file illegally. But I thought to myself, it cant be possible. The sheer amount of bandwidth needed to distributed video clips were too much and hefty.  

At that point of time, kazaa (I think) was still surviving. I tried to find them on their networks, and there were indeed some titles. But more often than not, its incomplete, with episodes missing and the download speeds were awfully slow. I almost gave up in figuring out how to make use of these websites that “hosts” these files.  

It was soon after that I realized that a new peer to peer technology has just surfaced. It declared that it was very good at transferring large files. That piece of program is called Bittorrent. Now, I wasn’t a tech wiz or anything and it took me a while to learn how Bittorrent works. Usually I wont know how to operate and use a program such as these, until I understand how the program works in detail. It took me a while to get the gist of it but I made it nonetheless.  

I cant remember what my first download was, but I remembered that among the firsts were Gatekeeper 21, Last Exile and Full Metal Panic. I think I chose these 3 because they were made from the same animation company, Gonzo. Vandread and Gatekeepers were made from Gonzo and naturally, for something that you like, you tend to be a fan of those.  

The download was slow going, but it was progressing nonetheless. One of the factors that attracted me in using Bittorrent, is that its very easy to use after you learn it. Also, they also mentioned that you would not get a corrupted download, unlike kazaa and after much investigation, I found more websites and followed up to even more websites that were sharing files through this protocol. It was an exciting time for me. Its as if a new era of file sharing had been ushered in. During that time, I had this gut feeling that Bittorrent is gonna be the next big thing in file sharing and it is today.  

Anyway I began to wonder why it was downloading slowly. I thought I read it somewhere that it’s an efficient way of sharing large files. So why was it so slow? Again, I had to take up the advanced course of Bittorrent and learned of Port Forwarding. During that time my whole family adopted this whole wireless technology stuff, and it proved a little difficult to use Bittorrent without additional configurations to the router part. It was tough at first understanding what I have to do, since I suck that this whole internet configuration thingy. But I succeeded and in no time, the download speed surged! Finally my downloaded were almost progressing quickly and in no time I would watch my first ever download anime.  

Again, I cant remember what was my first anime that has finished its download, since I was downloading numerous animes simultaneously. But I think it was Gatekeepers 21. I was soo into gatekeepers at that time and it seems natural and probable that it was Gatekeepers 21. Comprising of only 6 episodes, it accounts the life of the organization many years after the first series.  

I didn’t expect too much in terms of the quality, since ive downloaded movies from kazaa before and it was horrible. But I was shocked to find out that the gatekeepers 21 that I downloaded were in DVD quality! And for that size, 250mb an episode, I was amazed at the quality presented before my very eyes. Truly, from that point on I believed that bittorrent is the superior file sharing technology. File size is no longer a limiting factor right now with the advent of Bittorrent and video quality isnt a consideration when sharing them. I was watching high quality stuff.  

For the next 3 months before the start of a poly life, my download was at full steam, sometimes without switching off the computer for weeks on end. And shortly weeks after my first download, I started to think of the possibilities. First, I now have Bittorrent to download anything I want, especially all the animes. Second I need to keep track of the downloads and how much data in terms of MB ad GB has been written to my hardisk. Third, I have to find a way to store these animes for my own personal collection. Forth, I need to keep track of all the animes ive downloaded and watch them grow.  

For the second point, I downloaded this program ( forgot whats it called ) that keep track of internet traffic both inbound and outbound data passing through the computer. So far after 3 years, about 1.3 TB or 1300GB worth of data has been downloaded. This is cumulative of internet surfing, downloading other stuff other than anime, and anime itself. If you were to consider the amount of data downloaded just for anime alone as of November 2006, it would be roughly 600gb worth. For the third point, I started burning those animes from my harddisk to CD as data file. I don’t want to decrease its video quality anymore by converting to VCDs just because it would be able to play on TV. Watching on the computer monitor was good enough for me.  

And for the last point, I started recording down all the animes that ive downloaded, downloading and planned to download on a notepad, keeping track on the number of episodes available for that series. It was fun, keeping track. And I download heaps of it, to the point that I was downloading more that I could watch in a day. Thus, there were sort of like, a backlog of all the animes that ive yet to watch (and still there is, about ½ have not been watched yet, and 2/3 or that I haven’t even touched.) 

And so ever since after 3 years, going to be my 4th year come march, im still downloading them. So far, I have about 122 complete title under my belt and numerous more still under evaluation for the 2006 autumn releases. I have an estimated 2677 episodes adding up to almost 600GB, totaling almost 44 days worth of non stop anime. And for that, I don’t think it will ever end. That roughly equates to about 460mb worth of data downloaded every day or about 2 episodes a day. That doest seem much at first glance, but at a constant rate such as this, a small trickle can lead to a raging river.